Fuck, I have some guy contacting me this morning insisting that we’re engaged and he’s given me $45,000. I keep trying to tell him that he’s talking to someone stealing my photos pretending to be me and he’s just not having it. I’ve tried explaining it to him that I’m already engaged to another man but he just won’t believe me. I get men contacting me literally almost daily saying that they’ve been talking to someone stealing my photos and pretending to be me, and while it’s frustrating as heck, there’s not much I can do about it without spending a ton of money on lawyers to get DMCA notices to have all my shit taken down from trolls profiting off of my likeness by stealing my photos and scamming men out of money. I’d kill to just be given $45,000 like this man gave to the person stealing my pictures. Fuck, that would be AWESOME! But that’s just not me and I work hard for every penny I earn. I would never scam my fans and hopefully this guy learns soon that he’s not talking to me, but some scammer, probably out of Nigeria, who’s getting rich off this man. But be warned….there are an abundance of scammers out there using my photos to steal money from you and this site here is the ONLY place you’ll find me!
So Bobby surprised me last night with dinner at the Chinese buffet and a night at the hotel. It was awesome! And Bobby played the machines for 10 minutes and won $10,000! He was super happy. He only gave me $100 out of it though. Boo. That part sucked but my vape broke recently so I used that $100 to buy a new one this morning on the way home from the hotel. So all in all, we had a really good night last night. 😉
Bobby’s been so distant and weird lately and it’s killing me. It’s honestly breaking my heart and I don’t know what I’ve done. I can’t think of what I’ve done wrong, although I’ve got a few ideas. Him being distant has been going on the past month but last night was just a bit much to take. I just wish I knew what’s wrong and wish he’d open up to me and let me know what’s going on. He says he has things on his mind but won’t tell me. We went out to eat at the Chinese buffet and it was SO awkward, I nearly left in tears. Ugh, this is breaking my heart and I wish I knew what to do. I just know I love him to pieces and desperately want everything to be okay with the man I love. 🙁
So, yesterday was kind of funny. I was taking an Uber home from the hotel to my house yesterday morning and the Uber driver I have was complimenting my voice saying it sounded sexy and I sounded like a sex worker when I talked. LOL. If he only knew, that I’m a cam girl in real life! I AM a sex worker! Ha ha! I didn’t have the courage to tell him my real life job though but I appreciated the compliment nonetheless.
Bobby and I had a good time yesterday. We met at 4 pm and ate at the Chinese buffet right up the street from my house and ate dinner. I didn’t eat much. Just some rice, green beans, and bourbon chicken and didn’t even finish what I eating. I actually managed to lose half a pound since yesterday. Lol. We had an amazing night at the casino. Bobby spent an hour gambling and won over $100 and let me keep it so I was happy. Lol. I went to Wal-Mart this morning to get my meds from the pharmacy and I bought a new purse and wallet today so I had fun shopping. 😉 Last night, I gave Bobby a really good sloppy blow job before we went to sleep and then he woke me up eating my pussy later that night and I loved it! We had such a good time. Hehe. 😉
I have been intending to update my site for a few days now, but just haven’t found the motivation to do so. Honestly, lately, my life has been so boring. It’s like Groundhog’s Day everyday! I’ve stayed with Bobby the past two nights at his house. Monday night was totally pointless because as soon as I let him watch a few music videos on my tablet, he fell right to sleep – at 8 pm! So I totally should have just stayed home on Monday. I thought he would have missed me after not seeing me over the weekend. Blah. But tonight, we have one free night left at the hotel for the month of March so we’re checking in tonight after going to Chinese for dinner tonight. I’m honestly just not that hungry lately. I find myself eating a few small snacks throughout the day instead of a big meal, so I’m trying to save room for dinner tonight but I still have a feeling I won’t be able to eat much. My appetite gets kind of weird sometimes but some chicken and rice from the Chinese buffet does sound good. Last night I was able to give Bobby a pretty spectacular blow job (if I do say so myself) and I’m hoping tonight maybe he’ll return the favor! He did do a good job on my asshole and licking it real good though before we went to bed last night and I cherished every minute of his tongue inside my asshole. I love having a freak as my man. 😉 I’ve been in such a rut lately though….all I wanna do is sleep and I can’t wait for bedtime tonight…in a big comfy bed at a beautiful hotel/casino resort! YAY!
Today is Bobby’s birthday. We had a perfect second week vacation at the hotel this week checking out this morning to go to our respective homes. It was a beautiful week together and I miss him already. We went to IHOP last night for an early birthday dinner for him. I paid of course. We went back to the hotel where he got into the shower and came out with his beautiful perfect body glistening in the water. He came out and I helped dry him off. For his birthday, he ate my pussy for half an hour! It was amazing and intense. We hate parting this morning but he needed to go to his job and I needed to come home and get on my webcam and have some extra-marital affairs online with my fans. Hehe. So happy birthday, babe. I love you so, so, SO much. I love you to the moon and back!
I know I haven’t updated in a few days. Sorry, guys! This week has been somewhat….boring. Bobby’s kicking ass at the casino so we got more free nights at the casino hotel this week. We only had to pay for the first night on Tuesday night and then last night and tonight are free and we get one more free night next week. So I’m excited. Bobby’s birthday is tomorrow so we’re going out to dinner tonight for an early birthday dinner.
I should not have taken those two weed gummies last night to help me sleep. They were marijuana edibles and I had got them from the dispensary yesterday. I’ve taken gummies before and they never had an effect on me but damn, they sure did this time and even 15 hours after taking them. I’m still so sleepy. I have a feeling the laundry may have to wait until tomorrow and I’m gonna be taking a nice long nap today. I’m still so sleepy, even after going to sleep at 10 pm last night and waking up at 9 a.m. this morning. It looks like rain outside today anyway and I really don’t feel like leaving the house today. I’ve never been a big fan of marijuana and shouldn’t have tried those THC gummies last night. I was just desperate to sleep. Never again. Lol. I’m enjoying my cup of coffee though and watching “Cheaters” on VH1 and am thinking next of what to have for breakfast….
OMG, I am SO glad to be home from the hotel! We spent four amazing nights at the casino hotel this week and while I loved every minute of it, I was a little homesick so I get to spend the next few days at home before seeing Bobby again. I plan on getting caught up on my sleep and getting some laundry done this weekend. We’re expecting severe weather on Sunday so I better get to my laundry tomorrow before it gets too bad out. That’s Oklahoma weather for you. So unpredictable. 
Am I crazy? Maybe so. Bobby paid for us another night at the luxurious casino hotel so we’ll be staying again tonight, making it our fourth night at the hotel. I paid for the first three nights just because I wanted to get away from home but he surprised me by paying for another night last night which while incredibly sweet, I was ready to come home tonight! That’s okay though. I’ve got all weekend to relax at home. I did come home today to check on my cat and feed him and to do some cam shows. I’ll meet Bobby back again at the hotel tonight when he gets off work. I had a few hours to myself at the hotel yesterday afternoon/early evening and I watched “Notorious” about the rapper the Notorious B.I.G. on HBO and I forgot how good that movie was. I made my way down to the little cafe inside of the casino and ordered a grilled cheese with turkey and cheese fries and it’s a wonder I didn’t gain 5 lbs! But it was delicious. I’ve definitely been enjoying my little stay-cation this week and while it’ll be sad to see it end when we check out tomorrow, I’ll be glad to be home. It’ll definitely be bittersweet.