Happy Hump Day!!! It’s Wednesday and it’s half way till the weekend! I managed to get to the Dollar Tree in midtown, the biggest Dollar Tree in town by far! I always love going there and hunting down unicorns which I collect. I found a couple of good unicorn items (a unicorn box and some unicorn wall stickers) so not a bad find! Bobby gave me $100 today to buy some groceries so I need to get that done but will be ordering through Wal-Mart and just let them deliver it to my door. I honestly hate grocery shopping with a fucking passion so I just pay to have someone else do it for me. Bobby had us at fucking 7 a.m. this morning and I really wanted to sleep in! So hopefully we can tomorrow instead. I was kind of bummed Bobby and I didn’t have sex last night (although he did suck my tits this morning) but he promised to fuck me good tonight and I’m gonna hold him to it. 😉
New Camerella survey! Enjoy!
+ Known as: Camerella (formerly known as GND Kayla)
+ Born: November 11th
+ Hair color: Brown
+ Eye: Brown
SECTION 2 – HAVE YOU EVER
+ Fallen off the bed?: Yes
+ Broken someone else’s heart?: Yes
+ Had your heart broken?: Yes
+ Had a dream come true?: Yes
SECTION 3 – CURRENTLY…
+ Wearing: Black nightie with black lacy bra and zebra print panties
+ Listening to: The morning news
+ Located: Seattle, WA
+ Chatting with: No one
+ Should REALLY be: Sleeping!
SECTION 4 – DO YOU…
+ Have any piercings: My ears
+ Drive: I never got a driver’s license!
+ Drink: Currently drinking coffee
+ Have a cell phone: Yep, an Android smartphone! An LG K95 5G smartphone
SECTION 5 – LAST PERSON YOU…
+ Hugged: Bobby
+ Talked with on the phone: Bobby
+ Text: My best friend Annie
SECTION 6 – PERSONAL…
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? A famous cam girl!
+ What comes first in your life? My mom! I work as her nurse’s aid and get paid for it too!
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? I’ve had really bad anxiety before bed for a long time! My mind races and I just get really anxious. That’s why I hate sleeping alone. I sleep much better if I have someone sleeping with me at night.
SECTION 7- FAVORITES
+ Show: The Big Bang Theory
+ Store: Dollar Tree!
+ Food: Chicken Alfredo
+ Color: Purple
SECTION 8 – DO YOU…
+ Like to give hugs: Yes
+ Like to walk in the rain: No! I’d ruin my hair!
+ Prefer black or blue: I love royal blue!
+ Sleep on your side: I always sleep on my right side!
+ Have stuffed animals: I have tons of stuffed animals! Mostly Care Bears and unicorns but I have a stuffed pig I bought 22 years ago that I’m really fond of and that’s my favorite!
SECTION 9- THIS OR THAT…(pick)
+ Pierced nose or tongue: Nose
+ MTV or BET: MTV
+ Chocolate or flowers: Flowers
+ Color or black-and-white photos: Color
+ Stay up late or sleep in: Sleep in
+ Hot or cold: Cold! I love it cool, especially at night when I sleep.
+ Sun or moon: Moon! I love the night time!
+ Left or Right: I’m right handed
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend: One best friend
+ Spring or Fall: I love both because then it’s nice and cold outside but Spring is my favorite because of the storms we get!
+ Happy or sad: Happy
+ Wonder or amazement: Wonder
SECTION 10: FIRSTS.
First Screen Name: Girlspice12
First self purchased CD: Aqua! Who remembers them? They sang the hit song “Barbie Girl” back in 1997
First pet: A black and white tuxedo cat I named Kitty
First piercing/tattoo: My ears
SECTION 11: LASTS.
Last GOOD cry: A couple of weeks ago when I was missing Bobby
Last phone call: I called Bobby to tell him goodnight last night
Last time showered: This morning
SECTION 12: CURRENT.
Current mood: Tired!
Current food: Coffee if that counts!
Current hair: My hair is currently pulled back into a ponytail
Current annoyance(s): My cat right now…he won’t shut up!
SECTION 13: WHO LAST…
1. Made you smile: Bobby
2. Saw you cry? My mom
SECTION 14: WOULD YOU RATHER..
1. Be serious or be funny? Funny! Even when life is rough, I deal with the pain by jokes!
2. Drink whole or skim milk? Whole milk! Milk is my favorite drink! I just wish it wasn’t so fattening.
3. Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents. I love my mom to pieces!
SECTION 15: DO YOU PREFER…
1. Do you prefer gray or black? Black
2. Lust or love? Black
3. Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise
4. M&M’s or skittles? M&M’s
SECTION 16: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY…
1. Do you like anyone? I like you….
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes, because I fell in love with Bobby at first sight!
3. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? I did before Bobby!
I have been so incredibly busy since Thursday! Thursday night, Bobby rented us a beautiful hotel room again for our 9 year anniversary. He even bought balloons and cake to celebrate. He showed up to the hotel room in a beautiful suit looking so incredibly handsome. I fell in love with him all over again! He also bought me a scrumptious dinner! To thank him for everything, when we got back up to the room, I gave him the most incredible blow job with him telling me how good his dick felt in my throat until he busted a nut in my mouth (a big load too!) making me swallow it all, not letting one drop go to waste. That was my way of thanking him for a beautiful night together. I’ll admit, when I came home yesterday from the hotel, I was so disappointed our magical night was over that I went over to my sister’s house last night and got drunk on vodka leaving me with a massive hangover this morning when I woke up causing me to sleep most the day but it was worth it because I desperately needed a girls night out last night and we had a blast together! It was awesome! LOL. So it was a really good week but I really need to get caught up on my sleep this weekend!
Today was supposed to be my day to lay out since I stayed at my Dad’s last night, but it’s cloudy and thundering out in the distance. There goes my tan. I planned on laying out sometimes this week after I got off of work. I need some pigment badly, and I’m not lying in a tanning bed this year. I’m going to try tanning the natural way.
I got pierced again! No big deal, but I got second holes pierced in my ears today. Ever since my whole naval ring issue [it’s closed, but will be re-pierced], I’ve been wanting something new done, and my ears would be the next logical and least painful step. It barely hurt. I can’t wait to get third holes put in, but that will happen a while from now.
One thing I’m constantly talking about is me working out. I have been working out on and off for the past month and a half. I’m doing weight training for my upper and lower body; and I’m also doing some kick boxing. I got into that strictly for the fun really. I just want killer legs. That’s all I ask for in life. With what I am doing my stomach is loving it. All I gotta do is stick to this workout and my semi-diet [no more fast food, more whole milk, less white rice & pasta, and no eating after 6 pm] and I hope to really see results by my birthday. I’m not about losing weight; it’s all about toning. It’s helping me already. Wish me luck!
Good morning, loves! It’s a wet rainy dreary kind of day with it raining and storming and thundering outside and this will be going on all day. That’s the thing about Seattle, it always rains! But I fucking love it! It didn’t rain yesterday but we got a pretty good storm on Monday night which was especially incredible because that’s the night Bobby and I stayed at the hotel and we were on the 26th floor of the hotel which gave me a great view of the lightning and storms. Bobby gambles a lot and won us 2 free nights at the hotel for the month of May so we stayed Monday night and will again tomorrow night. I don’t normally mind him gambling except when it interferes with our time together. I was pretty pissed at Bobby on Monday night because it was fucking 8:30 before he got up to our room. I had checked in at 4 pm. He was still at work so told me to wait for him. Turns out he had been down in the casino gambling for a good half hour and I didn’t even know he was there while he kept me upstairs waiting for him! I finally went downstairs to the casino and drug him back upstairs to our room, but not before a security guard walked up to Bobby as I was trying to get him to stop gambling and join me in the hotel room and told him to stop banging on the machines. He thinks if hits the button on the machine hard enough, it’ll help him win and it doesn’t! So he got in trouble doing that and the security guard warned me that if he didn’t stop, he’d be banned from the hotel/casino for 24 hours and if he broke the machine, he’d have to pay for it, and I was already mad that I was upstairs waiting for him while he was downstairs gambling and we were supposed to have dinner together. So we went up to our room, then back downstairs for dinner, before going back to our room and making love with the storms brewing outside as we made love. It was very romantic, just like out of the movies! I loved every second of it! We have one more night in the hotel tomorrow night so I’m looking forward to that. I spent last night at Bobby’s place and am staying home tonight as I don’t feel like getting back out in these storms. I had to take an Uber home today instead of hopping a bus home (random fact: I don’t have a driver’s license and don’t drive due to anxiety).
I’m kine or bored so I took a few new pictures to post here in my blog today. I hope you enjoy them! Bye for now, guys! I hope you like these tits and ass as I love showing off my curves and love the attention I get from men, even if I am engaged! It gets me wet when other guys stare at me! Hehe.
I am in the most perfect mood lately. I’m motivated with my “real life”, I’m happy, I feel beautiful, I love myself, I love my friends, I love life, I’m on such an emotional high — when I feel this way, there really is nothing that can bring me down. I’m able to see positives in everything. A few friends of mine are having a rough time and it hurts me, but at the same time I feel such a flood of endearing emotions for them and I am able to just see so much real beauty in them that I think they’re really able to read it and believe it.
…I love being happy. TRULY HAPPY. I want to share it with everyone. I wish there was a way to push a button and keep this feeling forever. But I’ll enjoy it while I have it.
….I feel so…thankful. I have so much. SO SO much. I am so blessed with such wonderful people in my life and with such wonderful things and such amazing talents and skills.
….Life really is amazing. Opportunities are literally endless and we are in complete control of who we are and how we choose to view things and where we are right now in our lives. Free choice is such an amazing gift.
Yak yak yak. I feel as if my blinders have been completely removed and now I’m seeing life again, life as it should be. Does this sound cheesy? Well its how I feel. Hopefully I can share it with you a bit. I have something for you to do: List at least 10 things that you sincerely like about yourself… physical features, skills, talents, ways of thinking, anything! But no negativity biaatcch! If you don’t think you can list 10, then list as many as you can and I’ll add more to yours if I know you. BUT I KNOW YOU CAN! Here are some of mine off the top of my head:
- I am happy. 🙂
- I am creative.
- My intentions are pure.
- I would give anything for my familys’ happiness.
- I am bold and strong, but not too afraid to ask for help when I feel weak and discouraged.
- I’m easy going & open minded; I like my ability to accept & understand, yet still have my own set of values & morals.
- I am intelligent.
- I am passionate; When I love, I love deep, with all that I have.
- I have a beautiful body.
- I love my eyes.
- I’m a big dork and I love it.
- I’m a great flirt in person 😉
- I’m a leader.
- I can shake that thang!
- I try hard.
- I am imperfect and have my own set of flaws.
- And of course, I am unique…just like everyone else 😉
Now its your turn… =)
…I’m in SUCH a spontaneous mood. I think I’m going to go and take advantage of it now and go say hi to a certain someone and take a little certain trip to a certain somewhere, teehee. I’m also going out for a little walk. Maybe I’ll snap more pictures. <3 That’s one from the other night. HOW CAN YOU NOT be in a great mood when its this beautiful out? hehe.
Well, it’s Friday night and I’ll be stuck at home the next three nights. I could stay with Bobby if I wanted to but I really don’t want to smother him. I signed up for a week of free Fubo TV so I’m binge watching Full House tonight, a favorite from my childhood! My cat seems to be all better! He escaped Sunday afternoon when the front door blew open because of the wind and seemed fine when he came back in a couple of hours later but starting Tuesday, he had a noticeable limp and on Wednesday, his front leg was really, really swollen. I made a vet appointment today for 1 pm but by Thursday morning, the swelling was down and he was walking and eating normally again so he’s fine now and didn’t need the vet after all! But for a treat for him being such a good boy, I gave him a big can of tuna and lots of kitty treats over the past two days. I had a lot of people praying for my little fellow so I am so grateful. Now, it’s time for bed! Goodnight!
I’ve been worried sick the past two days. My cat escaped Sunday for a couple of hours before I caught him to bring him back in. He’s a small cat and has always been an indoor cat and isn’t used to being around other cats. My neighborhood is filled with feral cats. Starting yesterday, I noticed my cat limping and now he’s front leg is swollen. I’m guessing he’s been in a cat fight. He’s got a vet’s appointment today at 1 pm. I’m trying to decide whether to take him in today and have him looked at or to wait a couple of days and see if he gets any better. I don’t own a car so will have to take an Uber there and back home, not to mention the outrageous vet costs too. I’ve got the money and will take him in if he doesn’t get any better, but letting go of the money will be hard! My heart is breaking though seeing him like this and I’ve been worried sick about him. 🙁
I’ve got a date tonight with Bobby. He’s taking me out to eat at Reasor’s, a local grocery store with a little restaurant inside that sells really good food! So that’ll be nice to help take my mind off of things. 🙂
I slept terribly Saturday and Sunday nights but slept so good last night. I was at home at my place on Saturday and Sunday nights and always seem to sleep better when I’m at Bobby’s house (I stayed with him last night). Sunday night was fucking especially brutal. I laid there for 3 fucking hours trying to sleep but had a million thoughts running through my head I couldn’t seem to stop and experienced such anxiety, I couldn’t get restful enough to sleep. I finally fell asleep, followed by a night of nightmares. So it was such a relief to finally sleep last night. But then again, I hate sleeping alone so when I stayed with Bobby last night, I could feel his warmth against me and it was relaxing and I slept great. I’ll stay with him for the next few nights before venturing my way back home. One fun thing that happened though was one of my customers bought a cam show this morning and he wanted Bobby to join me on my webcam so I got to do a fun cam show with Bobby this morning for one of my fans! He just wanted a quickie 15 minute blow job cam show so Bobby loved every second of getting his dick sucked while another guy watched us. I swallowed every drop of his cum and I left his place this morning with my man happy and content and one of my customers happy and content from watching me suck my man off. LOL. On the way home, I stopped by Dollar Tree to pick up a few things for my apartment (toilet paper, paper towels, fabric softener, Kleenex, new sponges, Benadryl, etc). Now I’m just relaxing before going back to Bobby’s for the night. 🙂
Oh, and here’s a picture of my kitty. Isn’t he just adorable?!
I am having the best weekend ever! My first weekend at home in a month where I’m not out partying and/or having to do laundry and running errands. It’s just me at home this weekend! I’m fitting in a few cam shows for some of my customers who have booked time with me on my webcam (click here to learn more about my erotic cam shows, nude photos, XXX videos, hot phone sex, used panties, and personal meetings I have for sale!). I got some Spring cleaning done today too and trying to straighten up my apartment up some. I’m about to start dinner soon….more healthy spinach for dinner! I’m obsessed with it and I make it fresh with the most amazing seasonings! I love being a domestic goddess! Hehe. I have been spending way too much money lately since I got paid yesterday and I must slow down! I just love shopping so much! I bought some new shoes, a new unicorn to hang on my wall, some make up, more juice for my vape, etc. The best thing I got was an antenna for my TV so I can finally get local channels! I’m too cheap to pay for cable so spent $21 on an antenna from Wal-mart so I’m getting some local channels now so I can start watching my favorite show Dr. Phil everyday! Yay! LOL. Have a good weekend, loves!