Sex

My baby is out of the hospital after being there the past three nights for a sickle cell crisis. I’m so happy! I’ve missed him. I haven’t see him in two days, since Saturday, so I’m happy I finally get to see him again tonight. He’s already promised he’d eat me out good tonight. I’m so excited because he gives the best head ever. Before we go home to have our amazing sex (he is seriously the best fuck I’ve ever had…and he’s all mine), we’re going out for dinner to a Chinese buffet by my place. It’s going to be an awesome night, for sure. He’s been such an evil tease. He was texting me yesterday telling me how he was going to suck my clit real hard tonight and how beautiful I am so this is definitely going to be a good, good night. Damn, I’m getting all wet and juicy just thinking about it…. *Evil grin*

I don’t know what’s gotten into me recently. Ever since I was a young girl, I mean very young, I’ve always been curious about sex. It’s always fascinated me and I always looked forward to being old enough to explore my sexuality and I’ve been doing just that since I turned 14 and got my first boyfriend who was also my first love and my first lover. I’ve always had trouble finding men who can keep up with me sexually, although my first boyfriend (who was also about 9 years older than me at the time we were dating), always had a sensational sex drive, like me. We were definitely compatible sexually. I’ve always heard women hit their sexual peek when they turned 30. Well, I’m 34 now and I feel like I’m hitting my peek now. My boyfriend now definitely has a higher sex drive than my last few boyfriends and yes, the sex with him is better than any other man I’ve been with. The things he does to me, no part on my body gets neglected. The way he uses his mouth, fingers, and dick on me makes me quiver. But lately I find myself yearning for more sex than he can give me, and we fuck nearly everyday. The sex is still great and pretty frequent, but fuck, lately, it’s just not enough. We could fuck everyday and I still find myself masturbating constantly. I try and stay faithful but I worry that one of these days if I’m in enough heat and maybe even had a little liquor in me, that I might go astray. I’ve always had problems being 100% faithful to just one man. It’s never been easy. But he gave me a ring and we’ve talked about marriage but the truth is, if he’s not around when I need some sexual healing, I can’t trust myself to be the perfect, devoted little girlfriend he wants me to be. He’s okay with me flirting with me online. He’s even okay with me flirting with me in real life. But would he be okay if I were to explore my other sexual options in real life with a gorgeous man in front of me and with my pussy constantly feeling like it’s ready to explode at just the slightest touch? I’d hate to think what he would think if I took things a bit further with someone with whom I share really hot sexual chemistry. Well, fuck, we’re not married yet. And what he doesn’t know can’t hurt him.

 I’m frustrated as fuck. I was supposed to get paid today. I get paid on the 3rd of every month which is perfect because my rent is due by the 5th of every month. Well, it turns out since I recently had a change in address, where I was living before is getting my check mailed there. They were supposed to update my change of address for my check to be sent to my new address in the middle of July. Never happened. They said they’d do it for me but now I’m fucked. They forwarded my check to me for the month of August so I was good there but they don’t even have my damn check and never called to put in a change of address and my damn rent is due on Saturday, in two days from now. I am SO pissed. This is bullshit. Luckily I have a little money in savings so if I’m very, very careful, I’ll be okay for the month of September until I get this month’s check sent to me but that could take a couple of weeks (if I’m lucky), leaving me to worry in the meantime about money so fuck. Ugh.

My fiance and I spent another night in the hotel again last night but he said that was going to be the last time for awhile which just sucks. It’s like heaven when we’re there. Just the two of us locked into a room alone together for a night. It’s so nice to get away and escape the pressures of everyday life. As soon as we hopped into bed last night, he got an erection and I took damn good care of him with my mouth and hands until he came. He immediately jumped in the shower to wash off but it felt so good to please him. It was my way of thanking him for everything he has done for me. This morning, I woke up to him between my legs giving me head which is amazing first thing in the morning. But it is a $100 a night there and we’ve spent 6 or 7 nights there in the last 3 weeks so I can understand him wanting to lay low on the hotel for awhile but damn, I’m going to miss it. I decided to stay at my place tonight but will venture over to his place tomorrow to be with him again. It’s so nice to find a sweet generous man who I just happen to share amazing sex with. The memories of last night definitely made my day a little better today. 

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I woke up early this morning. My boyfriend wanted to take me out to breakfast which sounded good at the time, as I was starving and a nice breakfast out sounded scrumptious. Well, I wound up having something else for breakfast. We were laying in bed watching TV waiting to go for breakfast and I had my head on his chest and I started rubbing his dick through his pants. I wasn’t really planing on doing anything this morning. We were just chillin’ waiting to leave but his dick started getting hard through his pants. Next thing I know, he’s unzipping his pants and unbuttoning his shirt. What was a girl to do? I took his dick in my mouth and started sucking it hard and after me working my ass off (or should I say, my mouth off), I got him to cum. His cum got everywhere, including his shirt so he had to change clothes. Needless to say, we didn’t make it to breakfast. I had to leave and go to work and he had to clean up, but we had a good time this morning and it was a great way to start the day. 😉