Such a frustrating day. I go to my apartment’s laundromat this morning to pick up my laundry which was done drying and one of my loads of laundry was fucking missing, along with my $50 cart with wheels I use to haul my laundry to and from my apartment and the on-site laundromat for my complex was missing. Frustrating as HELL. Most of my favorite clothes were accounted for but I’ve now officially got 5 pairs of underwear to wear, two of my tank tops are missing, a towel, some of my roommate’s clothes I had washed for her were missing including a robe I had bought for her, etc. SO fucking frustrating!!! The laundromat has a camera in it so I’m hoping it works and I plan on going to the office first thing tomorrow morning to see if they can help identify who took my shit! Either some kids or some pervy old man after my panties. Either way, I’m fucking pissed I have to replace all those missing items that were stolen! FUCK.

And not only that, my stalker is still in full fledge stalker mode. I no longer open his emails and they are automatically sent to my trash folder so it’s not like I’m reaidng them but Mark Dolfen is not giving up! He emailed me again this morning but I didn’t open it. That’s like 3-4 days this week alone he’s tried to contact me. One minute, we’re married and he doesn’t believe that I don’t know him and he refuses to show proof of us being married, won’t send me any proof of my identification such as my driver’s license or passport, and gets irate at the thought of being engaged to a wonderful man in real life named Bobby. Then when I show Mark my REAL Facebook page, he finally believes me and starts acting like he finally gets it that we don’t know each other and have never met and are certainly not married! I gave him my EXCLUSIVE Facebook page that even my best fans of years don’t have and he seems to accept that we are NOT MARRIED and have NEVER MET. He then starts asking me about my friends he claims to know. I asked my girlfriend about him and she says he’s fucking nuts and just to keep on ignoring him and not respond to him as me replying to him in ANY manner just seems to encourage him and make the stalking worse and even she’s fed up with his persistence in one day claiming we’re married and acting like a fucking psycho and the next day he’s acting half way normal knowing that him and I have no connections together outside of the internet and tries to be all buddy buddy with me. Then he starts emailing me from a NEW account using a fake name inquiring about buying a video of me fucking my fiance and I caught onto him and told him to fuck off and leave me alone ONCE AGAIN and he’s right back to emailing me excessively again and yet again, I am forced to delete his emails without opening them and reading them. I even have one guy who was sweet enough to email me an encouraging email showing support about my psycho stalker that’s been going on for MONTHS now.

I LOVE my job! 99.999% of my fans are awesome and amazing and so much fun to chat with and play with! I’ve gotten a lot of sweet emails from my fans supporting me with the stalker situation and it just warms my heart. Then very rarely, you get some guy with severe bi-polar disorder and some major mood swings who lives in a fantasy world and stalks you for months on end with the weirdest emails! One minute he’s saying I’m his wife and we’re married, the next minute, he’s asking me to send him videos of me and my REAL LIFE fiance Bobby having sex. Crazy! Feel free to harass Mark Dolfen all you want at MarkDolfen@yahoo.com. Please….somebody…..put this man out of his misery and let him fuck off and drop dead already. Seriously.A restraining order at this rate is looking like a high possibility.

to the rest of you guys who are fans of mine and AMAZING and who buy time with me on my webcam and who have been following me for years and are fun to talk to and chill with, I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! The nice/sweet/respectful/sane guys are the ones that make this job of being a naughty little cum slut online worth it! Seriously, getting to release my sexual slutty side online is what gets my panties soaking wet and my cunt aching to be fucked! Kisses!

OMG my stalker Mark Dolfen is at it again! E-mailing the fuck out of me no matter how much I ignore him. This crazy bastard has been e-mailing me for months now and up until recently, he was insisting I was his wife in real life, and when I told him I’ve never even met him before and that I have been with Bobby for 9 1/2 years and that we’re happily engaged and getting married soon, he went even crazier on me, all the time insisting we were married in real life and that I lived with him. Once I showed him my REAL Facebook page that my fans don’t even have access to, he stopped insisting I was his wife. I had even at one point told him if I was really his wife, then to provide me with pictures of us together and to send me some form of identification of myself such as my passport or my driver’s license and of course, since we’ve never met and we’re NOT married (despite us never even meeting in real life!), he failed to provide any pictures or any identification from me showing that we are married. LOL. He’s been emailing me all this week wanting videos of me fucking my fiance Bobby so I guess he finally gave up on the idea that I’m married to him and realizes that we really don’t know each other in real life. I’ve been a cam girl off and on since 2005 and I’ve had some crazy fans before but honestly, it’s rare I get a crazy one, but Mark Dolfen is by far the CRAZIEST fan I’ve ever had. 99% of my fans are cool and most are repeat customers I’ve had for a very long time. I’ve got a a pretty large following and I genuinely love those who follow me, whether they purchase one of my services like my cam shows or videos, or whether they just like to read my blog and chat with me from time to time. My fans really are awesome. But when you’re emailing me for months at a time, whether I respond or not, and won’t give up on the fact that we’re married when I DON’T KNOW YOU, and you just simply won’t give up on contacting me no matter how many times I ignore you and block you, then you’ve got some major mental issues. I mean DAMN. Frustrating as hell. I finally had to tell him off today when he emailed me AGAIN and threatened legal action against him if he didn’t stop the harassment and then just deleted his crazy ass emails. If this keeps up, I do plan on taking further legal action. It sucks having a stalker, for real! But being in the public eye, I guess it happens to the best of us because a lot of cam girls do get stalkers and it’s not at all fun. Ugh.

Well, I’m off to do my laundry today and try to put this crazy ass mentally ill freak out of my head! Have a great weekend, all! Sorry for the rant, but this guy is just getting under my skin. Peace out!

Am I really desperate enough for something to watch on TV that I’m watching old reruns of Jersey Shore?! I know it’s a decade behind but I had never seen it when it was on MTV but it’s on Hulu and I’m trying to kill time until I leave to go to Bobby’s. Pauly D. is a hottie though for sure. I love Italian men! 

I’ve been totally sick since yesterday with an IBS flare up and my stomach feels SO icky. Never fun. I’m just excited for the weekend to get here where I can relax. Bobby did go down on me last night (second night in a row) and made my pussy explode so good when he was sucking on my clit and pinching my nipple. It was AMAZING. My sex drive has just been through the roof this morning.

I was craving Italian today and ordered some meatball rigatoni and it taste delicious! Probably a bad idea since my stomach’s a mess bur Italian is my favorite! I love all things Italian!

I spent too much money on Amazon today. Ugh. About $70 but it was worth it! I got a new purse, some new perfume by Katy Perry, a unicorn poster, some more lighting for my cam shows, and some anal beads for my cam shows as well! I had one guy with a latex fetish buy a video from me last night so that was fun! I really love it when someone wants a fetish video/cam show. It changes things up a bit and adds some extra spice which is cool. Starting November 1st, I’ll be camming again on Streamate. I was a cam girl for about 8 months last year on Streamate and the money was AMAZING but they closed my account for some bullshit reason. I finally got them to agree to let me back on starting November 1st so I’m so excited!

I rented the movie “City of Angels” on Monday. I had never seen it before but it was such an AMAZING movie. It’s now officially my favorite movie!

Bobby’s making a steak and potato for dinner tonight. He’s a really good cook so I’m happy He ate my pussy SO good last night. He made my pussy burst so good! I flooded his face with my cum! 😉

OMG I am so sorry I haven’t updated sooner! My life has been very full and very busy lately! I have had so much going on. I stayed up all night Sunday night to watch the Queen’s funeral on Monday morning and that was really cool. I especially loved watching the guards and the military during the funeral, and even before the funeral when they were guarding the queen’s casket. And getting to watch her children and grandchildren guard her casket was really cool as well. It’s sad she died but since there was a double rainbow immediately following her death, I truly think it was her time to go and that she’s in a better place now, and at rest. On Monday afternoon, I dropped my phone on the pavement and busted the screen. I was SO upset. It was an LG K92 5G and I loved that phone. I went to one Cricket store (Cricket is my cell phone provider…I’ve been with them since the summer of 2001) and they had really limited inventory to choose from. So I went out to another Cricket store out north on Tuesday morning and got the phone I’ve been wanting for ages! It’s the Samsung Galaxy S21 FE phone. I’ve really missed having the Samsung Galaxy S series which is the top of the line phone for Androids (I despise Apple). So I was able to get the phone I wanted and was ecstatic. I hadn’t had a Samsung Galaxy phone since early 2018 and that was the Samsung Galaxy S7 phone so it’s cool to have the S21 phone now.

On Tuesday, Bobby dropped by unexpectedly when I was visiting my mother and gave her $100 and me $200 which I thought was so generous of him. It helped pay me back for the $543 I spent on my phone (it originally was over $700 but Cricket gave me a discount). That night we went to Arby’s for dinner as I was really wanting to try their chicken wrap which was amazing. Last night, I took him out to eat and I paid for it this time. I took him to this real fancy local grocery store here that has a neat little restaurant tucked away in it and I ordered the chicken and rice while he ordered fried chicken and it was a really good meal.

I’ll be updating much more often, my lovelies! XOXO

WOO!! What a day! I am kind of upset because I blew a lot of money but I guess it was worth it. I got 12 shirts, two undershirts, a pair of jeans, a long jean skirt, and two pairs of shoes. 😀 I think tomorrow I will wear a cute top and the jean skirt. I LOVE that friggin’ jean skirt SO bad!! You have no idea, I need to take pictures!! But it also looks like tomorrow I will be going and getting my bellybutton pierced again. SWEET!! The lady at the place I am going to is really good, I watched her do Lisa’s today. And I had her look at my old scar and she said the people who did it last did it WAY crooked. Stupid bitches. I wish I would have never gotten it done there. They didn’t know what the hell they were doing. I am glad they are out of business. But yeah, I guess everyone is going with me tomorrow to watch as I get jabbed with a 14 gauge needle. Neat. 🙂 And then I need to return to the Barnes & Noble bookstore to return some books because Lindsey has the ones I need for less. 😀 Spanks dude! Ok, watching Jersey Shore. Bye!

I’ve been glued to the TV for the past 6 days since the Queen passed watching the tradition of what happens in England when royalty dies. I still remember watching Princess Diana’s funeral in 1997. I was so shocked when she died. She was/is definitely my favorite royal person in England. I liked the Queen though. I’m not a big fan of Prince/King Charles. He treated Diana like shit and I still remember a leaked phone call between him and Camilla when he was still married to Diana and he told Camilla he wished he was her tampon! *GAG* I never did forget that. And Camilla is just ugly. Diana was beautiful. I can’t imagine wanting to leave Diana for someone like Camilla.

I’ve went and got a new vape last night. It’s so pretty! It’s a rainbow colored one. My mom’s been having problems with her vape so I just gave her my old one and bought me a new one ($65 later!) but I missed using the Smok brand. They have such pretty vapes! Mine’s a rainbow colored one and so girly. I couldn’t help but buy it! Isn’t it cute?

I really wish I could stop the nicotine but it’s been a uphill battle for me. I smoked cigarettes for about two years before picking up vaping to quit smoking nicotine all together but so far, I’m still at 24 mg of nicotine when I buy juice for my vape. Still cheaper than cigs! Hopefully one day soon, I can work me way down to 0 mg of nicotine and stop my nicotine addiction.

Bobby made ribs last night! My all time favorite meal! It was scrumptious! But I ate too much. Ugh. I wish he’d stop feeding me so much! But he did eat my pussy real good last night so that made me happy. 😉